I’ve kept this secret to myself and a small circle of close friends, as I didn’t want to invite any negative energy to it.
But now it’s time to tell you the whole story…
That wasn’t news I expected.
The doctor delivered it to me like it was a death sentence.
I had to take another c-scan to learn the growth was potentially dangerous. While the radiologists and the doctors couldn’t say for certain, they suspected it could be a deadly form of lymphoma.
The doctors sent me to a cancer specialist, who saw me the next day and wanted to do a biopsy the very next day after that.
Why were they moving so quickly?
Why did they want a biopsy done so soon?
They didn’t bother to tell me the biopsy might in fact be more dangerous than the growth in my chest. A biopsy can break up the tumor and cause it to travel to new areas in the body. It’s not always the best thing to do.
I decided to not do it, though it was not an easy decision to make.
What if I were wrong?
I cancelled trips, such as one to Canada for a book signing and interviews. I couldn’t handle the flights, the three days of work, the people, the traffic, the questions, all while still recovering from emergency surgery and now carrying the stress of cancer on my mind.
I found it hard to focus on work at home, too, though I did the best I could and still came out with new books, such as Buying Trances: A New Psychology of Sales and Marketing.
I went on Larry King live, for my five minutes of fame, but I was distracted by my concerns. I don’t think I looked my best. I dragged into the studio and dragged out of it.
That’s not all, of course.
And I was sitting among them.
I was possibly one of them.
How was I going to get out of this one?
I admit that being told by a cancer specialist that the growths in my chest are not natural, no matter what they are, was unsettling, to say the least.
I left there with tears in my eyes.
I drove home feeling depressed.
I felt very alone.
But along the drive home I got my second wind. I remembered my books, my talks, the movie The Secret, the power of the Law of Attraction — and I took matters into my own hands.
I was not going to be a victim.
I was not going to mindlessly bow to authority.
So I stated an intention: I would heal whatever I had.
I didn’t know how.
But I would figure it out along the way.
Some people were close friends for emotional support.
Some people were resources who knew healers or alternative methods of healing.
I basically shook the trees to create an army of support to help me.
Obviously, I took a lot of action.
I didn’t get overnight results, though.
I worked with one healer who thought I was healed after three phone sessions with him. He encouraged me to get another c-scan. He felt my tumors were gone.
I scheduled the c-scan — which cost me two thousand dollars — and submitted myself to the test again.
But the growth in my chest had not changed at all.
I was very disappointed.
I wasn’t going to give up, though.
I re-stated my intention and moved forward.
I also asked myself what in me attracted the health challenge.
After all, if we attract everything, how did I attract this?
I write about the method I used to clear myself in my forthcoming book, The Key.
In short, I focused on forgiving myself and others. I focused on letting go of resentment so I could release any stuck energy in my body and again be at a place of health; of peace.
I used the tumors as a spiritual awakening. They became a device for me to realize my power of choice. They became a gift.
And all of this continued until last Thursday morning.
I didn’t like the MRI.
I was slid into a tube.
Might as well call it a coffin.
It’s a tight fit, it’s an enclosed space, I can’t move or even fidget, and I had to wear headphones that delivered non-stop country music — my least favorite music — into my ears.
No fun.
I also had to be in that slim-jim tube for over thirty minutes, which is tough when you can’t move at all and all you can hear is music you don’t like.
I spent my time cleaning and clearing myself using the Zero Limits method.
I spent thirty minutes saying “I love you” to whatever was listening.
I left the MRI disoriented and weak.
I hadn’t eaten.
I hadn’t had coffee.
And I just went through a rough time with all that country music.
But later Thursday night I got the results.
Finally – after three months of waiting – it was clear that I do not have cancer.
The swollen nodes in my chest are still there but harmless; probably there because at one time in the last three years they fought off an infection in my body. They are heroes for helping me stay healthy. They in fact needed appreciated; even loved.
They are not cancerous and any sign of cancer is gone.
I’m free.
After three m
onths of living with the idea that I had cancer, my intention and my work cleared up the inner problem.
What’s left is health and well being.
don’t be a victim, be a victor;
don’t focus on what you don’t want, focus on what you do want;
don’t assume what you want to change is bad, it may actually be good for you;
and always maintain hope.
Ao Akua,
Joe
www.mrfire.com
PS — The new glutathione product Joe Sugarman told me about, which I still use and plan to always use, is described at
www.stemcellproductsllc.com/protected-glutathione.htm It’s called Protectus 120™. I don’t receive a dime for mentioning it to you. I’m not even sure they are selling it yet. But I wanted you to know the information, as I know somebody will be curious about it.
Note: If you’d like to see me expand this post into a Special Report about health and healing, going deeper into the principles revealed here, let me know. There are more layers to the story. More insights to share. More descriptions to relay. More resources to give. If you want the longer report, or have questions, leave a comment and let me know. If you’d just like to be notified when (if) I write such a Special Report, send a blank e-mail to [email protected] Thank you. I love you.
Most people who try to get my attention just send an email.
But if you really want to get my — or anyone’s — attention you need to think bigger.
Fed-X just delivered (for Saturday morning) a huge box. I opened it and found what you see in the picture: a DVD player, a cell phone, and a note.
If I were working for the FBI, I might be worried about such a package.
Instead, I followed directions and watched the one minute presentation.
The presentation was simple: just someone holding up a flip chart and flipping pages with short messages on them, as music played. It ended directing me to push a button on the cell phone to hear a message.
That part didn’t work, so I still have no idea what the person who went to all this trouble wants to sell, but they DID get my attention.
And now yours.
Ao Akua,
Joe
PS – Be looking for tomorrow’s post. It’s long and personal, but I have to write it to get something off my chest. Stay tuned…
Last weekend my chiropractor, Dr. Rick Barrett, saw me carrying a soft leather bag, something of a stylish saddle bag, and said he wanted one just like it.
The thing is, I bought the bag over a year ago for $150 and didn’t think I could get another one.
The man who sold me the bag specialized in selling belt buckles and belts. His bags were a one time offer.
But I mentally told myself I would see if I could attract one for Dr. Barrett.
I would think about the bag every day, at least for a moment or two. I would tell myself that I want to find the man I bought it from and ask him about the bag. But I kept letting it go and doing other things.
But then yesterday I received an email, out of the blue, from the very man who sold me the bag.
He was checking to see if I had received a belt and belt buckle he had sent me as a gift.
I thought it was amazing that he wrote me, as I hadn’t heard from him in well over six months. But I seized the opportunity to reply and to of course ask about the leather bags.
He instantly wrote back, saying he doesn’t sell the bags anymore.
But he looked in storage and found two bags there, of different sizes.
He offered to send them both to me, for free.
He said, “You are such an Attractor Factor guy that I feel like just giving these to you.”
I was stunned.
But I also knew this is how the Law of Attraction works if you are clear: you state what you would like to have, but without any attachment to the outcome. You just playfully put it out there. When the universe puts the opportunity in your face, you take action. That’s it.
And notice the win-win-win here:
Not only will Dr. Barrett get to choose the bag he wants from two different size bags, but I’ll get the other bag to use as I please.
And the man who gave me the two bags?
I’m sending him a box of gifts — such as The Missing Secret DVD set, my Humbug DVD, and my new book Buying Trances: A New Psychology of Sales and Marketing, and a few other surprise goodies.
And he’s also getting some publicity, as I’m giving you his name and website: Rob McNaughton of www.robdiamond.net/
Ao Akua,
PS — Last night the famous action-packed movie Die Hard 2, starring Bruce Willis, was on television. The lead character, who barely survived terrorists in the first movie, is again barely surviving bad guys in the second movie. At one point Bruce Willis says, “Why do these things keep happening to me?” I said out loud to the screen, “It’s the Attractor Factor, bro.” Until he gets clear, he’ll keep attracting the same stuff, and never realize he’s the magnet. Not being clear makes for a great movie but a lousy life.